Monday, April 21, 2008

woke up at abt 6 a.m. today. had diarrhea. it was terrible. oh well. missed the council meeting. was feeling slightly better later on and den went to school. saw DM HO and I GREETED HIM. [ HE NEVER GREET BACK. SO THATS HOW KCP TEACHERS ARE? NO RIGHT? WAD TO DO? DM LEHH, BIG WORRS. ] he stared at me. ( I OF COS STARED HIM BACK LAHH. ) i was caught because of my hair. he asked if i went for his meeting. i said no and i told him why. he said thats not a valid reason. ( RUDELY OK. AND HE SHOUTED AT ME ALRIGHT. )

honestly, i've never got shouted by teachers, not even once. listen here, u made me rebellious alright. im not gonna respect u cos u dun deserve that. DM huh? DISCIPLINE MASTER lehh dey. not DOG MASTER. [ be glad that i didnt call u a dog k? ] think wadd? training dogs? made the whole school greet u so many tyms fun arr? first of all, ask urself this. DO U DESERVE THAT? and the ans is obviously NO.

alright, its my fault that my hair is long. was there a need to shout? NO RIGHT? pls lahh, u dun have the right. ur simply abusing ur authority. if i were to make things worse, i swear i'll complain u to MOE. i SWEAR.

forget abt those unhappy stuff. dun wanna dampen my mood cos of a nuisance. knowing that i scored pretty well for phy test cheered me up! first tym alright! (: got back our eng paper later on. the result was rather satisfying. xD

theres abt all i think. MR WILLIAM HO. i SWEAR U TOTALLY [ maybe not totally, PARTIALLY ] RUINED MY DAY. AND. IF U WANT THE STUDENT TO RESPECT U, LEARN TO RESPECT THEM ALSO. AT LEAST TREAT US AS HUMAN BEINGS ALRIGHT. theres all i have to say.

btw, ms lim makes a better DISCIPLINE teacher den u do. she deserves OUR [ THE STUDENT ] RESPECT.

Grrrr...12:46 AM

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Friday, April 18, 2008

went for my pft today. i was greeted with 'ehh, congrats 我.' [i was lik ya? congrats for?] 'my parents are buying me a psp tml.'. [i said good lahh. :)] 'SLIM.' (laughs)
[nice one.]

first of all, do have to emphasize the word 'SLIM'? erm, theres no big deal 'bout it, really. that doesnt mean that ur richer, doesnt mean that u've got the latest gadget and i, no? no right? pls lahh, buying a psp earlier my fault? psp SLIM wasnt out yet right? wtf? i cant be bothered lahh.
[its not over.]

okay, i know i suck at my standing board jump. 175cm. do u have to announce to the whole world? its like, u lehh, my... best fren? laughing at me? instead of encouraging me? and expected lahh, the first person u 'announce' to was benjamin. ehh, u might as well report to him how many times u pee and poop?
trying to be insulting by saying 'nvm lahh, get 35 for sit and reach can already. cos zi hao 34 only. can win him.'? im sorry if u wanted to make amendments by saying that but i find it.. nonsensical. rubbish. btw, i got 49. laugh all u want for my chin up. i-dun-care. since i've got used to it.

ehh, i don't and i don't wan to know wad u think abt this post. its not meant to be a lecture or anything. i jus wanna let u know how i feel. im srry if u feel offended.




im sick and tired of it.

Grrrr...3:38 AM

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

im prepared to give up on this friendship. pointless and meaningless that is. we are not as close as we used to be. ur ruined. ruined by ur ambitious goals. ur not who u used to be. u've become sinister, cunning, selfish....... i hate who u are now.

fren no more?

Grrrr...8:56 AM

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

the palace was beautiful.. accompanied by a melodious hymn, the two danced around in the majestic palace. *ring*!!!!! and i was awoken from a dream of fairytale..

SCHOOL

anyway,
gotta study for my physics now. wish me all the best! XD


a fairytale.

Grrrr...6:36 AM

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Feeling lethargic, i dragged myself to school. English today was boring. Chemistry sucks [wad the hell was going on?].Physics okok. E Maths was listless and Social Studies totally ruined my day. We had test today on Globalisation. Its was also because of this test that i slept around 2 last night. Nothing could get in though.




STRESS




my life.

Grrrr...6:37 AM

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

you got my attention,and you know,
we had first connection that wouldn't let go,
there was somethin' sexy 'bout your voice,
anything you say makes a beautiful noise..

and now we'll break up to make up right away,
just an excuse to lay in bed all day,
i know that this thing we have won't ever change,
and that's why i have the confidence to say..

alot of girls are sexy,but you no use it,
you can keep me up on the phone all night,
as soon as we hear the phone ring,we don't ever do it,
ain't it crazy how,after all this time..

everytime you call me,i won't lie,
i still get the goose bumps i felt the first time,
then i saw you walk in to a room,
girl you had me hooked on that beautiful view..

baby you still know how to lose my mind,
and after everything that we've been through,it still feels right,
and now i know that i can't
picture living my life,without you..

Grrrr...4:59 AM

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I love the way you look without your make up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something 'bout you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
If thats ok with you..

Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry

I wanna keep your toothbrush at my appartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
I'm not crazy
I know what im getting myself in
I wanna live with you
If thats ok with you..

Grrrr...4:52 AM

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If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say 'I do'..

Grrrr...4:34 AM

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ur practically reporting ur everyday life to me each day. telling me wad has happened to u, telling me wad u've done, everything. wads the point? it's alright in the past. but.. now? thinking of a particular person when ur already attached den? no.. u cant do that.. its not fair.. u'll never know the agony that i've suffered.. never..
i suffered a mental breakdown today, in class. it was horrible. my head was hurt, was perspiring all over my body. its was, terrifying. it really was..

can u feel the agony within me?

Grrrr...4:10 AM

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Friday, April 4, 2008

the warmth i begotten from you
like the tinsels on the Christmas tree
is your Love to my life
words were spoken better by your sparkling clear eyes
than those by your mouth
never had a dream come true
till that moment in time
nothing but death can do us part...?

Copywrited by her.

Grrrr...8:45 AM

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Thursday, April 3, 2008

wad a day to begin with..

logged in to maple..
clericlaaw got hacked..
mesos gone..
items gone..
wads more, the guild that i spent 30m on was disbanded..
everything gone..
everything..

Grrrr...2:03 AM

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