Lawrence Lim - SimpleL0ve™

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Had a sudden urge to blog, because something has been bothering me. Badly.

Something awfully disturbing happened today at my workplace, a childcare centre. Sad to say, this matter totally changed my perception of a childcare centre.

Quote from Wikipedia : "Day care; child care is provided in nurseries or crèches or by a nanny caring for children in their own homes. It can also take on a more formal structure, with education, child development, discipline and even preschool education falling into the fold of services."

I always thought that a childcare centre is a great place for little children, as it provides a conducive environment for them to grow up in, equipping them with necessary skills and knowledge that are beneficial for them, and also makes learning for them an enriching one. *Though I wasn't enrolled into one when I was younger.

So, what exactly happened...?

When I first met you, you looked like you're a kind-hearted and patient teacher, with a passion for teaching. Well, to me, these are the least expectations of a teacher. At least, to me.

Sometimes, when a child is good, we can/should implement positive reinforcement to reward the child for his behaviour. So that, the child knows that he/she is doing the right thing.

Similarly, when a child misbehaves, we can implement negative reinforcement to punish them, at the same time teach them to do things the right way..., educate them..., AND NOT FUCKING RESORT TO DESPICABLE ACTS. Like what you did.

It pained me to see how you totured that poor child. It pained me to see how you pasted that zip-lock bag; with a cockroach inside, on the poor child's face. It pained me too see how you pinned him down on the floor and pasted the thing on the his face when the poor child tried to resist. It pained me to see how he knocked his head against the floor while resisting, even though he knew that he was no match for a moster like you. It pained me to see how you finally put the thing into his shorts, before letting him off, and it pained me, to see how the poor child pulled down his shorts to remove that it from his shorts, while being laughed at by his fellow peers. It pained me, to see the poor child, that vulnerable, that helpless, that embarrassed.

It fucking pained me to see how a big-sized adult picked on a child, that helpless. Or should I say, you are worst then a beast, when even animals have feelings. It fucking pained me, to see how the poor child cried, struggled, and begged you, and still, you did not let him go.

What kind of shitass teacher are you? Before doing that, have you ever thought how afraid that poor child might be? Have you even though of how embarrassed he would be?, doing that to him infront of his friends? Have you ever thought that whatever you do to him might result in a negative impact on the child? You are fucking.... Inhumane.

Right now, I'm fucking upset and angry with myself. Why didn't I do anything to stop that bitch! I'm fucking useless! Fancy calling me, "Teacher Lawrence", when I don't even fucking deserve the title! I'm sorry. Really sorry.

Grrrr...9:12 AM

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LAWRENCE LIM - SimpleL0ve™

"Arrogance is often the undoing of a would-be victor."

Outta Momma's womb since 16 Nov 1992.

Currently resides in Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Diploma in Business Studies.

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